I want her to be happy, and therefore I will let her get her rest so she may be herself. If she comes back I promise not to be the person I was but the person I now want to be now. She is trying so hard to be the loving wife full of hope. I know now what I must do this for myself. She will get her rest. But in the end she will be happy eventually. I have not lost confidence in myself!
It seems for the past few years everything has been on a level 10 catastrophe and that I have sucked in the people who are the closest to me and that made me feel loved when they cared. No more, NEVER! I vow to have fun and live my life strong and I feel if I can do this it will also help Amy. She deserves so much more.
Steps to change:
· Embrace God
· Become more responsible take charge of my life
· Tell the ones I love that I appreciate their time
· Develop stronger relationships
· Live for today
God grant me the strength to be strong so I may fully love those around me.
I love you Amy.
Saturday, February 3, 2007
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