Rest

I worry for her. This change cannot be easy for her. She can keep her key if she feels the need to get away from her new roommates and I will leave so she can have her space. I also know she is in good hands but she needs more. She needs her rest. The rest of her life to be happy and loved. To have the husband she deserves. Have a home that is stable and strong. Now I have forced her to just a fifteen by fifteen room she can call her own. She will get the rest she needs and the support she wants. I hope I may have a place in her heart again and this time a larger part that has been earned. However I recognize a part of her heart has died. When I met her she would always say “love conquers all”. I hope she still believes that. If so, it will be able to embrace what has been missing far too long. Please Lord grant me the power to be strong so I may be the husband she deserves.